S / 9 pg .164 - 184

1. Nancy hates the new school she goes to because she feels invisible , alone , lonely than ever could be alone.
2.I don't like to feel alone , so i just keep myself occupied .
3.Being an outcast is so painful for her because shes used of being belonged and growing up with most of the gaggle.
4. Nancy feels humiliated and ego-battering because she didnt realize how much being an outcast can hurt.
5. Nancy's been in bed alot because she stressing and getting depress again .. shes exhausted and she had complained that her chest hurts , arms , legs and that even her hair and toenails hurt .???
6. Mr. Marx ; is black, young and is pretty funny and unplastic.
7.Dr.marx is Nacny's doctor which she very much liked him immediately.
8.Halloween ,Nancy went to a party at Mr., Detmer’s barn.
9.Lew went to visit his relatives and Nancy helped him with his student government.
10.I've broken my arm before , stupid things happen .; lol
11.Thanks giving , Nancy and her dad flew home and left her with her mom to Hilton head and stayed at her dads cousins beach house.
12.Thansgiving this year , was good , its all about having that FAMILY quality time in it all.
13.Nancy and her mom spent Christmas in Phoenix for 3 days.
14.police called Nancy and informed her that no one has been able to locate Collin.
15. Collin is nowhere to be found ?Wh
16.Nancy is getting her symthms again.
17.Nancy's mom sent her into Dr. Sheranian;'s Clinic .& went to see Dr. Marx .
18.Nancy went to see Dr. Marx and didn't inform her dad because she was sick and didnt want her dad to worry .
19.Maria left the house sacred because Nancy's hair hair is brittle and falling off.

Vocab .

· Loathe ; to feel disgust or intense aversion for .

· Scurry ; to go or move quickly or in haste .

· Humiliating; to cause (a person) a painful loss of pride, self-respect, or dignity; mortify.

· Unconsciously; not conscious; without awareness, sensation, or cognition .

· Reverence ; a feeling or attitude of deep respect tinged with awe; veneration.

· Homogenizing; to form by blending unlike elements; make homogeneous.

· Pulp; the soft, juicy, edible part of a fruit.

· Floundering;to struggle with stumbling or plunging movements .

· Essential; absolutely necessary; indispensable '

S / 8 pg .144 - 164 .

1.The night of the accident Lew called Nancy to check on her.

2.The cab driver wanted to take Nancy to the police station .

3.When Nancy got home she showered, washed her hair, and put her cloth a plastic bag, cried, and then wrote in her diary.

4.Nancy is getting paranoid about things because everything is changing , she's feeling week, sick,and is worrying bout the bodily fluids to spread.

5.The nurse gave nancy some depends which are diapers so she ont urinate on herself.

6. Sometimes , I get all paranoid, just because i be trippen?

7.Dorie went to go see Nancy because she told her that everyone knew that she peeded on herself because while they were in the movies Delta suspected something and touched the seat and it was wet!

8. Steph is my BESTIE because i said so . <3

9.Nancys mom is taking her to Arizona were her father lives so she can feel better.

10.Nancys dad lives in Arizona.

11.Life in Arizona is very sunny, bright, and the mom says it will make her get better and it will be good for her.

12.Maria is Nancys dadas maid.

13.Liz is the dads friend/ girlfriend.

14.Liz is the opposite of Nancys mom she is tall bronze, long brunette hair, and dark deep eyes.

15.Nancys secret is that she thinks that she is getting better she actually feels great and she says she is BETTER!

16.Adam is a boy who works as a mailboy at her same job, they met when they bumped into each othe ron the elevator.

17.She thinks that adamn is a very nice kid, she likes him, and she thinks he is very much like Kyle, Lews brother.

18.Nancy suprised Hannah by having El at the house which suprised Nancy a lot , she was happy.

19.Dorie had her baby girl August 22nd.

20. The hardest part about switching schools , is getting back on pace and working with how the teacher works ,

21.Nancy decided to stay with her DAD .

S / 7 pg .124 -144 .

1. Nancy wonders what dying will be like ? Will it hurt? Where Will she go ? Is there really a heaven ? or will her particles from her body just join with the other particles of the earth for topsoil or dust bunnies or something else totally useless/?
2.When Nancy dies, she will see her Great Grandma and Grandpa Ivy in heaven with all her pets that died.
3. I missed em ' all ,, & when i got to heaven i'll see alot of loved ones <3 to manyy to name . :/
4.Friday was the WORST Friday ever !
5.While waiting for their ride Nancy told her friends about her having AIDS.Her friends joined together and hugged her so tight , and tighter , they just all cried together.
6.The nurse passed out a pamphlet that explained what AIDS was.I think it was a good idea , that way to put out the info on AIDS , that way people would understand.
7.At school kids in the hall way were all ganged up in little groups whispering wildly .
8.Nancy didnt want to go back to regular school because they made her feel bad clowning on her cause she has AIDS.
9.Nancy went back to school because ..
10.Nancy did her hair 37 times , trying to work with it cukz the sickness of AIDS.
11.El's having a Birthday Party for Nancy?
12.all bday partys are the BEST <3
13.Nancy is turning 16.
14.Nancy wet her pants at her party.
15.Nancy took a cab home,.

S / 6 pg .104 - 124

1.Nancy had a nightmare about Collin and a little boy going down a path towards an unfinished end.
2. ehw , had many .. i hate nightmare , lol not talkinq bout it. x/
3.Nancy ended up in the hospital because she wasnt feeling good , and when attending she found out that she had pheumocystis pneumonia.
4.While Nancy was at the hospital she was getting tests done,and reading info on aids.
5.Dr. S. is giving her information and informing her that it isn't as bad so he was trying to help her understand and comfort her to make her feel better.
6.AIDS = Acquired Immune Deficency Syndrome..
7.Its said that ,it is not commonly contagious .
8.Nancy knows that it is not casually contagious, and that it will spread through bodily fluids.
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10.Nancy thinks if she has a baby & with Lew she wouldn't know what to do , but she did say she would will never give her baby up.
11.While Nancy was at the hospital, where did she say she was at?
12.Dorie ended up finding out that she is pregnant.
13.Dorie has been supportive with Nancy because she spends time with her and talks to her which makes Nancy feel good.
14.I have many that are supportive in my life, because they care . But i have certain ones i count on because they understand , & help me get through things more than others will just be whatever.
15.Doris boyfriend left her , because he doesn't want anything to do with Dorie or his child.
16.Nancy had to decide one or the other medicines .
17.Nancy calls herself a guinea pig because she is being put through all sorts of tests for the industry.
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S / 5 pg . 84 - 104

1.Officer went to Nancys house because he wanted to ask her some questions and wanted her to just relax all and cummunicate with him .

2.Missy is Nancys Councler , she guides her supports and helps her get her life together .

3. Missy is trying to convince Nancy to basicly get her act together and be a real person again .

4.Missy says being positive is the biggest part of Nancy RECOVERY .

5. no say .

6. Number one thing to is to always think postive to be POSITIVE , turn your downs up & be happy .. turn it all around happy comes all.

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8. Nancy met El && Red at the Mall to have lunch at Pizza Heaven.

9. Nancy feels that she can be herself around Lew she really likes him and trust him.

10.Yes, i think Nancy should tell Lew that she has AIDS because thats something you just dont do , just be real .' & think about others if she really cares bout Lew , than so be it there it qoes there should be no issue.

11.I wouldnt know what i would honestly do if i had AIDS , but i'd probably keep it to myself , till i could let it out to my sister .

12.Jamies party was pretty fun well for at least for Nancy and Lew, they sat by the pool and just talked with each other.

13.Nancy had a dream that her mom was cutting herself & died from AIDS.

14. Her parents divorce just changes Nancy's feelings, like if their divorce was a divorce as well to her and the whole family ,

15.Nancys dad is a really good, caring father that wants good things for his daughter.

16. Nancy && her father have bond together , && forever have memories like getting up before sunrise . <3

17.Officer Williams came over with year books because he was trying to get Nancy to identify Collin.

18.Collin , 24 is identified as Gary Mittchem .

19.Nancy is erasing everything that happened to her !!

20.Officer WIlliam wanted Nancy to try to search her memory and to think if she has seen Collin with other girls.

21.Nancy promised herself to forget everything and to let go of the past.

S / 4 pg . 64 - 84

1. In the beginning of the section Nancy was stressed because her mom went out of town again on business and all she needed was someone to talk to ,

2. They were almost close to doing it so lew jumped up and got mad at himself , dragged her to the church pushed her down on her knees on a prayer bench and made her promise to god with him that " they won't ... ;D " lol .

3. Lew hates the whole subject about SEX , because when he was little thats all he ever heard between his parents and even though he was only ten and didn't relaly unserstand what sex really meant at that point , he knew it was what had destroyed the family .

4. Nancy health is no bueno , she got some kind of inflammation or something in her chest again,and keeps spitting up phlegm.

5. Nancy and Lew are not going to see each other until THREEE LOONG WEEKS .

6. Mike started teasing Nancy about her and Lew pretending that they were the obnoxious litle brats he used to have to tend.

7. Lew sent Nancy the sweetest , longest letter.

8. The day after the three weeks passed Nancy and Lew had a sit down to talk .

9. Nancy went to the hospital for an appointment because they thought that she had pneumonia ,

10. Nancy and her mom found out that she has HIV.

11. When Nancy found out she had HIV , she just layed their shoked and felt worthless.

12. Predator - carnivorous animal or destructive organism: a carnivorous animal that hunts, kills, and eats other animals in order to survive, or any other organism that behaves in a similar manner .
&& “preyed” means the one the predator eats and takes advantage of.

13. Nancy's counselorher showed her how to keep herslef clean without contaminating anyone else.

14. The Counselor and Nancy's Mom wants her to file a police report against Collin.

15. Officer William , is trying to work with Nancy and find Collin,.

16. Vocab .

S / 3 pg . 44 - 64

1. Lew is an old friiend , while others went to the show they went for a walk around town and talked and stopped at Big Jack's..

2. Nancy remebers how Lew taught her how to ride a triycle , telling her over and over and over that she could do it , after she'd fall off and skinned her knee and elbow a hundred times. & how Lew would sit on her purch and watch him ride like the wind , in and out the trees , over curbs and doing wheelies and all sorts of stuff. & how they rembereed they used to say they would get married & etc .

3. Cherie Lynn , my otherhalf <3 ' my cousin ; we have beyond memories .. we grew up toqether she's another sister in my family to me , there's to many to just tell one :) but we have many 16yrs of em '.

4. Nancy see's Collin walking with Margie Muller walking beside the river .

5. Margie is two years younger than Nacny which makes her 13 & in the 7th grade .

6. AFter seeing Margie & Collin together , Nancy felt sick to her stomach & thought she was talking crazy .

7. Nancy feels guilty for Magie , for herself but for Magie because she doesnt want none to happen to her like Collin did Maggie,

8. I dont know , girls will be girls .. but she seems to be going throu8ugh a breakdown becasue she under all this stress.

9. ewh , i hate neverous breakdowns .. lol not qunna tell one :)

10. A totally helpless bird , bright yellow - and - orange came and flew into the terrace sliding - glass door , Nancy talked to it .. & flet like it was her new friend.

11. After dinner , Lew and Nancy walked and talked about all their dreams and about their future.

12. Nancy truly loves Lew <3

13. Nancy and Lew both want to be parents , their parents both split and they both feel the same of the divorce.

14. Divorce in the dictionary mean n" Disunion , complete separation ; to turn or go differnt ways ; dissoltution ; disunite ; to rid oneself."

15. I wants kids , so yes i have thought about names , i have my choosen ones .. but their for me to know . (:

16. CKH , stands for CHOOSE KINDNESS AND HONOR !

17. Nancy took off her CKH ring and chain off her neck and offered it to Lew , & he accepted it when they were on the canoe .

18. When Nancy and Lew became close to having sex , they promised to God that they'd keep it cool till their 17 .

19. Nancy's been getting a little scared because she has this nagging , " heavy-bag-of-sand-in-my-chest " kind of feeling that doesnt seem to go away .

20.